First, today is my first born Emma's birthday. She is officially 4 years old. I am going to reminisce for a moment. When I found out I was pregnant with Emma it was quite a surprise. I was so nervous about being a mom. I wanted to only eat the "right" foods and be the perfect mother who had her child on the "perfect" schedule. Boy did God have other things in mind for me. When Emma was born she was perfect in every way. I remember looking at her and thanking God for blessing me with such a beautiful and healthy little girl. Emma was named after her great-great grandma who was still alive when she was born. What a blessing for my Emma. My great grandma passed away soon after Josie was born. When we brought Emma home it was 95 degrees feeling something like today. I could not take her out for very long that summer because very quickly she would get a heat rash. I remember being so depressed because I could not spend those moments with my friends who were laying poolside or boating...see none of my friends had babies at the time that I had Emma. Months later I learned that I had what is called post-partum depression. It was not talked about as often as it is now. Don't get me wrong I loved my daughter, but I also loved my life the way it was pre-baby. I never had thoughts of endangering my daughter just alot of anxiety and depression. Emma also had colic and reflux. Now we all know what an adjustment it is as a first time parent, but having a baby with colic and reflux is emotionaly and mentally draining. After many months she overcame the colic and reflux. I thank the Lord everyday for my wonderful and supportive family who helped me through those first few months, especially my mom. Without them and the support of my husband I don't know how I would have made it through. Fast forward 4 years later and I am the proud mother of the most beautiful 4 year old who has such a zest for life and who wants nothing more than to spend every waking minute with her family, friends, and loved ones. Emma - I love you more than you will ever know. You bring such joy to me everyday. I thank the Lord for everyday that he gives me with you. Happy birthday Emma!!!!
Enjoying her BIRTHday with friends
Her gift from mommy and daddy...a softball glove, softballs, and a bat
Emma's birthday request...fake nails (from Wal-Mart of course)
Singing Happy Birthday
Secondly, my little sister Lacy married her best friend Matthew Inman last Saturday. Lacy looked as beautiful as ever. Even though she will remain in Washington I will miss her very much with her starting her "own" life now. She is truly an amazing sister and friend. Lacy - words can never tell you how amazing you are and how you bring such joy to the people around you. I love you!!
Emma and her friend Leighton
Next, the arrival of our beautiful baby boy, Jaxson Scott Knepp. This little guy is truly his fathers son. He has dark hair and is dark skinned. He is such a good baby and is loved not only by his mommy and daddy, but also his very protective sisters.
Introducing...Jaxson Scott Knepp
Josie reminding us all to be quiet
The big sis
Lastly, I graduated in May with a B.A. degree in Spec. Ed./Elem. Ed. I am so excited to be finished, but will miss seeing my life long friends each day.
Oh, did I mention we moved in March? :)
Well, I believe that pretty much sums it up for now. Everyone have a safe and wonderful weekend!
Jamie
